Sometimes, I have to tell myself "remember how you feel right now and don't lose that feeling". It doesn't happen everyday, only sometimes. This is precisely why I'm writing about it. I need to remember. It feels as though thousands of butterflies flutter their wings against my chest to be released. It feels warm like the sun beating down on my face on the first day of summer. It tastes like chocolate, the kind you lick from the bottom of the bowl. It smells like purple tulips which were planted in Washington Park just for me to pick. It feels like abundance, overflow, too much but all in a good way. Like having too much vacation or too much candy. It is being full of joy. As Tim told me this weekend, "You are full of Joy because you are your mother's daughter". Mmmmm, sweet. I hate to give out my thanks before Thanksgiving, so I won't. I only say that I feel very privileged to be in my shoes right now. I am surrounded by amazing people. I finally know who my true friends are. I know my family loves me to the bone. I have dreams that are yet to be filled, but I have the blueprints. I am healthy. I am healthy. I am healthy. I get to wake up to the most beautiful man I've ever laid eyes on. I live in it. It's quite intoxicating without being toxic at all. It is joyful.
1 comment:
ummm, hello. this is awesome! and I am so happy you are happy.
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